Not So Out Of Place

Knitting class tonight was hilarious. The ladies in this class are really funny. I know that last week I felt out of place, but this week, the conversation was much more diverse and I wasn't constantly reminded of my single-non-mommyhood. And when the kid stuff did come up, it was fine; good even. I must have been in a shitty woe-is-me frame of mind last week. Well, I definitely was. I know it. That doesn't mean I won't feel out of place again, but I think I need to go back to thinking what I thought before I turned 35, which was "everything happens in its own time, and I'll meet someone eventually." Lately, I've been thinking "I'll never meet anyone." I think 35 is a turning point for a lot of people. The thing is, I know a lot of people who met the loves of their lives at ages older than I am now. So it can happen. Sometimes it gets me down but I'm on the positive upswing.